Dissolution, as it happened

The stories of salt are human stories. In literature, religion, and history, when we are talking about salt, we are talking about ourselves; when we look at this substance and its peculiar ways, we see figurations of human qualities. Ideas, crystallizing. The taste of tears. Something so common it’s not worth mentioning. Rubbing salt in wounds or plowing it into the soil. Lot’s wife, looking back at her burning home. And so on.

On a material level, the forms that these crystals take are largely dependent on their environmental conditions. I grow these crystals here in an old house, in a climate where temperature and humidity conditions are always fluctuating. Any change creates variations in density, funny shapes and angles, cracks, bubbles, opacity, dustings of tiny crystals that collect on the surface before sinking, countless ways to deviate from clear-edged geometries. These salt crystals take a long time to grow, and any sort of progress can be easily wrecked.

It was the end of 2020. I had a set that had been growing for several months, which had developed some peculiar configurations but were getting interesting to look at. Several had reached a decent size, some of them half an inch across. In preparing to photograph them, I transferred them to a clean dish of saline solution. I quickly realized that the new solution was not fully saturated: the crystals had begun to dissolve. I moved them back to the solution they’d come from, but the process was already underway. I was afraid they were damaged enough that they’d need weeks to build up clean edges like the ones they’d had before, if it were to happen at all (which is never guaranteed). Disappointed, I photographed the best remaining ten of them in a marathon session, and set the images aside. They demanded a lot of focus stacking and were going to take some time to edit, and I prepared to do this on a residency at the beginning of January 2021.

This residency consisted of ten days at Arts Letters and Numbers in rural upstate New York. This was under socially-distanced conditions, which meant working in a farmhouse and cavernous studio with just a few other artists. We shared the spaces amicably and made time for studio visits, but spent most of our days entrenched in solitary work. Each day I’d bundle up to make the trek across the icy street and under towering pines from the house to the studio. The environment was blessedly free of distractions, with no TV and sketchy cell coverage. But there was wifi in the buildings, and I used it to keep in touch.

That was how I found out what was happening in Washington DC on January 6: on my phone, through clips posted to social media. We were respecting one another’s space there, and conversations that day stayed brief and tentative, but as the day unfolded it became clear to all of us that something monumentally terrifying was taking place.

In the studio, I was piecing together a sense of the situation through the twitter feed of writers I followed. Videos took so long to load that I was left mainly with descriptions and reactions. A heavily armed mob had stormed the Capitol in attempt to take over, to do what? Whatever they could; it wasn’t clear; they were chanting about revolution, they were going to halt the confirmation of the election, they wanted to hang the Vice President, they were prepared to kidnap the Speaker of the House, they were hunting down senators, smashing windows, pissing in corridors, trashing offices, beating cops, taking selfies, running off with things they could grab. People were being rushed to undisclosed locations. Bomb threats were announced and never mentioned again. The president-elect was confirmed safe. Eventually the location was secured, the area militarized, a curfew declared.

All day I was trying to stop checking my phone for updates, trying to keep working. Work meant piecing together photographs of these weird little mineral configurations in the process of dissolving. Part of the imaginative appeal of salt is the way it constructs itself more or less before our eyes and can dissolve in an instant, only to rebuild again as water evaporates. Geologists speak of the life cycles of rock formations. We all know that salt is a mineral, something from the earth, once underground, or from the sea. It comes to our tables purified and packaged, but it came from somewhere.

Where did this particular salt come from? We’re just consumers, so how would we know? Salt processing and shipping were the economic cornerstone of the Hudson Valley in generations past. A massive share of American salt now comes from mines stretching deep beneath the Great Lakes, some of them a few miles from my Pittsburgh home. Beneath us, salt is rock. How many millions of years did those strata take to coalesce and build? They are dug out with massive amounts of labor and power. They serve their purpose; they dissipate. Over time, those salt strata disperse into the oceans, and somewhere far away, people might collect it with other forms of labor as it crystalizes under the sun. It flows through our system of production and consumption. Humans around the globe are processing salt all day long as we go about our lives. It surfaces on our foreheads when the heat rises, it run down our cheeks sometimes when we don’t know what’s going to happen next. Things that seem solid turn out to have just seemed that way, because that’s where they were in their life cycle. Sometimes we find that we had been taking a certain perspective on the scope of time for granted.

The photographs I was processing on January 6 became Dissolution. The book was completed in March of 2021 and remains available, in an affordable small form with a special edition that includes a hand-trimmed folder and archival inkjet print.

Origin Story

Here’s a short short introduction to the salt photographs, which I put together in preparation for Review Santa Fe in the fall of 2021.

2020: Books and other connections

A few highlights from 2020:

Early in the year, I had the good fortune of being able to participate in Fractured, a group exhibition at Santa Fe’s legendary photo-eye gallery. The exhibition was planned before the pandemic hit, and proceeded in a socially-distanced fashion.

The early months of the pandemic drove many suddenly quarantined artists to their archives, using the time on their hands to bring abandoned projects back to the surface and see what relevance they might have to this moment. In that spirit I editioned two books based on photographs I’d shot and set aside: The Klabunde Box and Land Use Excursions.

The Klabunde Box is based on an experience from a few years ago, when my kids were young and our house was crowded. In the process of trying to clear space to store some of their outgrown toys, I dug up a box that turned out to have served a similar purpose for their father, at a time in the past when he was outgrowing things of his own. The box was filled with the collection of childhood treasures he’d put into storage when he went to college, and he hadn’t looked at it since. The little things in the box seemed so full of character and forgotten story that I couldn’t resist photographing them; they put me in mind of the life of the imagination. We humans, whether we’re children or not, spend a lot of time looking at things. Over time, some of those things become more than what they appear to be on the surface—like icons, they absorb the meaning of broader, less defined things that they represent to us. What happens to those things as time passes? Can they ever mean to another person what they meant to someone who grew attached to them? In any case, those things were on my mind when I photographed the little china dogs that were in the box marked Klabunde, and the story is in the book. It’s printed in a combination of digital photolitho and newsprint pages, hand-assembled with a larger foldout and a cute photo-sticker in a glassine envelope.

Land Use Excursions came from uncanny semi-planned mistakes: years ago, I was experimenting with double-exposing film that I shot on a variety of site visits. These ranged from the Salton Sea in central California to the Longaberger Basket Building in Newark, Ohio, which at the time had just been completed. The alignments of the overlapped images astonished me when I processed the film, but I wasn’t sure what to do with it. Things are different now. On a personal level, as in the world at large, it’s no longer really possible to look at these sites with enchantment, or even nostalgia. This has been a year of coming to terms with the consequences of the things we have created, over generations. We Americans exercise our creative visions on the landscape, and it seems we can’t resist going big. We want to leave our mark. And now, the land we call ours is littered with the remains of these interventions, leaching toxic chemicals as they stand like a thousand little Ozymandias. (What’s the plural of Ozymandias? Ozymandii? Somewhere a few months ago a journalist joked that she never thought she would need to use the plural of apocalypse.) The images in the book are scanned from the now-vintage negatives. I printed them at home on my Canon Pixma Pro-100, trimmed them with a guillotine I bought from some nice guys off of Craigslist, and bound with an essay foldout that I printed on the plotter at the otherwise unused office that my husband’s design firm is still paying rent on month by month as he runs the company from our house. Now you can buy it from my website, and believe me there are plenty of copies left. Is that 2020 or what? (Both books were also sold for a while via the online book festival at Impressions Gallery in Bradford UK, and at Casey Droege Cultural Productions’ Small Mall, although they’re streamlining after the holidays.)

The essay in Land Use Excursions was something I worked on during a high point of this year. I joined a monthlong writing workshop launched by Arts Letters & Numbers, which had to take the place of residencies that were cancelled due to the pandemic. The workshop was called The Earth Of, led by a philosophical poet named Ginger Teppner. Like other Arts Letters & Numbers projects, it was designed to bring together practitioners from diverse fields, generations, races, regions, and ethnicities. We had architects, musicians, painters, performers, a death doula and at least one philosopher, all of us using poetry as a sort of lingua franca for trying to sort out our perspectives on the times we’re going through. There was digging up of family archives, there was concrete poetry, there was cartooning, there was reading of James Baldwin, Helene Cixous, Juliana Spahr. We wrote, drew, Zoomed, emailed. When it was done, we decided to turn some of the things we wrote into a book, and that’s where The Earth Of, the anthology, came from. I designed it in collaboration with the authors, and to keep things simple logistically it’s print-on-demand from Lulu. Purchases benefit Arts Letters & Numbers at at time when they face tremendous loss of resources. With any luck I’ll be able to work with ALN again in the near future.

So there weren’t a lot of shows this year, although there were a few, mostly online. I have a few things lined up for 2021. I’ve shot more salt images than I ever expected, I’m still cultivating salt in the studio and that will hopefully lead to at least one book in the coming year. Please follow me on Instagram at @zatopa and you’ll know more as things progress.